I love my best friend.

He can annoy the shit out of me sometimes but it’s times like this when I feel so lucky to have someone who cares about me that much in my life. 

He always knows how to make me feel better and I love him.

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I know it’ll take a miracle but all I want is you back in my life.

To be there when I need someone to talk to. A shoulder to cry on. Someone to kiss and hug. Someone to walk me to class. Someone to talk to me day and night and not get tired of me.

You were that person to be, twice. 

Maybe third time’s a charm?

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The fact that I thought we would actually last will always be the reason of my sadness. >>
Life changes so quickly.

Before you know it, one conversation can change everything.

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I know you won’t be the one I marry. I know you’re not my soulmate. I know we have imperfections and we are no where near in love. I know we went through a rough patch. I know you didn’t treat me like you should have. I know everything good and bad about us.

I also know I shouldn’t be referring to me and you as us.

But I would do anything in the world to have it back. I want to be able to call us, “us”.

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As cheesy as this sounds, I miss being someone’s someone. You know? I miss being the reason why someone wanted to lose sleep and I miss having someone to talk to. Being lonely sucks. >>